September 12, 2008

Just crossed my FIRST month in my new workplace =)

The first month was quite tough. There were so many moments that I wanted to "run" away but yet God knows and he assures me at those moments and affirms me with his promise. I remembered wanting to run just joining the company for 2 days cause two of my new colleagues were tendering and was having a hard time with one of my colleague but God just calm the fear by assuring me that he is there with me and he will not leave me. He encouraged me to press on and trust him. He has placed me there for a reason.

Time flew and after a while i begin to understand and familarise myself with the processes - understanding why i need to do the things i do. Though having to work OT and feeling tired but still God assures me daily that he knows and have placed me there for a reason.

I thank God for dear friends and family who are praying for me daily. I received a sms from Diana It was a timely encouragement cum reminder for me

And What You Do, Do It Heartily As To The Lord And Not To Men. Knowing That From The Lord, You Will Receive The Reward Of The Inheritance For You Serve The Lord - Colossians 3: 23 - 24 -

Something that i realised during my personal reflection - being in God's plans and will for your life may not mean that you will be happy all the time and being in that perfect place. Rather even with all the uncertainities and the feeling of discomfort, you still will continue to trust God and fix your eyes on him.